People tell me I’m lucky They tell me, be grateful
How can I be grateful For people who ignore me?
I beg for love, Try to pry it from their hands
But it isn’t love If it has to be taken
I do my best But time after time I fail
I begin to believe That no one could love me
I give them so many chances Hundreds of moments
Where all it would take is a word To brighten my day
They disregard All of my attempts
I am nothing to them
One says I’m here for you The other says nothing at all
She isn’t here for me Always gone
More important things await her But at least she trys
The latter hides away She closes herself in her burrow
Many days I request her time But every risk I take
Gets thrown to the ground I am nothing to her
So I ball it all up No one need know
But my soul is dying Day by day
So I tell you everything I hide nothing from your eyes
You know me front and back Better than I know myself
I hope one day You will tell the world
That they dodged a bullet Or lost a love
You needn’t know which